{"id":1206,"date":"2020-09-22T18:13:45","date_gmt":"2020-09-22T18:13:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zethenterprises.com\/?p=1206"},"modified":"2020-09-22T18:13:47","modified_gmt":"2020-09-22T18:13:47","slug":"nu-nu-sunt-bine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zethenterprises.com\/en\/daca-vrei-sa-ma-citesti-bine-citeste-ma\/nu-nu-sunt-bine","title":{"rendered":"Nu, nu sunt bine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mul\u021bumesc c\u0103 nu m-ai \u00eentrebat! A\u0219teptam de mult timp momentul \u0103sta \u00een care s\u0103 v\u0103 spun, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, c\u00e2t de tare m-am s\u0103turat s\u0103 v\u0103 citesc mesajele de tip \u0219ablon, ce \u00eencep de fiecare dat\u0103 cu \u201eSper c\u0103 e\u0219ti bine&#8230;\u201d, \u201eSper c\u0103 sunte\u021bi bine cu to\u021bii&#8230;\u201d sau chiar cele ce sunt de o grosol\u0103nie ie\u0219it\u0103 din comun, \u00eentinz\u00e2nd coarda nesim\u021birii p\u00e2n\u0103 la extrem: \u201e<em>\u0218tiu<\/em> c\u0103 sunte\u021bi bine, c\u0103 altfel nici <em>nu se poate<\/em>&#8230;\u201d. Ei, afl\u0103 de la mine, domnule sau doamn\u0103, prietene sau prieteno, amico sau amicule sau oricum ai vrea tu s\u0103 te identifici, c\u0103 <strong>NU<\/strong>, nu sunt bine! Hai s\u0103-\u021bi zic \u0219i de ce. Vezi tu, \u00een ultima perioad\u0103 am trecut prin foarte multe st\u0103ri, am fost confuz\u0103, dezn\u0103d\u0103jduit, trist, anxioas\u0103, plin\u0103 de speran\u021b\u0103, creativ\u0103, grijuliu \u0219i c\u00e2te \u0219i mai c\u00e2te, dar dac\u0103 ar fi s\u0103 rezum st\u0103rile pe care le-am tr\u0103it la un singur cuv\u00e2nt, ie\u0219it mai mereu din orizonturile \u00eenguste ale c\u00e2torva dintre cei care, chipurile, arat\u0103 o v\u0103dit\u0103 purtare de grij\u0103 ce sincer m\u0103 \u00eengre\u021bo\u0219eaz\u0103, a\u0219 spune c\u0103 sunt <em>bine<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dar nu este a\u0219a \u0219i niciodat\u0103 nu a fost. De c\u00e2nd a \u00eenceput totul am c\u0103utat un refugiu. Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 ad\u00e2ncesc \u00een clipuri cu pisici, seriale, citit, dormit, <em>pseudo<\/em>scris, \u00eens\u0103 nimic nu-mi aducea, parc\u0103, acea lini\u0219te sim\u021bit\u0103 \u00eenainte. \u00cen tot acest timp, totu\u0219i, toat\u0103 lumea \u00eemi prezicea starea de spirit ca fiind perfect\u0103 sau, cel pu\u021bin, <em>bun\u0103.<\/em> M\u0103 simt ciudat aproape \u00een fiecare zi, nu c\u0103 ar fi vorba de vreo coron\u0103, dar simt un gol \u00een suflet, \u00eemi lipsesc deosebit de mult momentele \u00een care eram \u00eempreun\u0103 \u0219i discutam. Poate c\u0103 pentru voi, cei care cataloga\u021bi lumea ca fiind <em>bine<\/em>, nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 at\u00e2t de mult starea unui singur om, dar nu sunt singura&#8230; nu sunt singurul care se simte a\u0219a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0103 \u00eentreb de ce s-a ajuns aici \u0219i tot singur\u0103, ca prostul, \u00eemi dau r\u0103spuns. Am uitat unii de al\u021bii, altfel nu pot s\u0103-mi explic. Ca o p\u0103tur\u0103 de cea\u021b\u0103, ca un v\u0103l de ignoran\u021b\u0103, ca o p\u00e2nz\u0103 peste ochi nu mai vedem persoanele din jurul nostru. Cum altfel am putea trece at\u00e2t de nep\u0103s\u0103tori pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 cei pe care alt\u0103dat\u0103 \u00eei ajutam? Nu \u00eei mai sim\u021bim \u00een suflet \u0219i, ca ni\u0219te ignorante, am p\u0103\u0219it \u00eencrez\u0103tori mai departe \u00een drumul des\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219irii spre&#8230; nimic.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>De\u0219i pare un monolog, \u0103sta-i un dialog, \u00eentre mine \u0219i mine. Totu\u0219i, sper ca tu s\u0103-l vezi \u0219i s\u0103-\u021bi dai seama c\u00e2t de mult \u00eemi doresc s\u0103 revii \u00een via\u021ba mea. De\u0219i e\u0219ti at\u00e2t de aproape, la un singur v\u00e2rf de deget distan\u021b\u0103, m\u0103 simt pierdut\u0103 c\u0103 stai acolo ca mutul \u0219i nu spui nimic. \u00centoarce-te acas\u0103! \u0218tii bine c\u0103 eu \u0219tiu c\u0103 NU e\u0219ti bine&#8230; nici eu nu sunt, n-am fost \u0219i nu voi fi&#8230; p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd n-ai s\u0103 vii.&nbsp;<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mul\u021bumesc c\u0103 nu m-ai \u00eentrebat! A\u0219teptam de mult timp momentul \u0103sta \u00een care s\u0103 v\u0103 spun, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, c\u00e2t de tare m-am s\u0103turat s\u0103 v\u0103 citesc mesajele de tip \u0219ablon, ce \u00eencep de fiecare dat\u0103 cu \u201eSper c\u0103 e\u0219ti bine&#8230;\u201d, \u201eSper c\u0103 sunte\u021bi bine cu to\u021bii&#8230;\u201d sau chiar cele ce sunt de o grosol\u0103nie ie\u0219it\u0103 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